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Yesterday kicked ass.... but today sucked... i guess thats just sorta how this shit goes.
Yesterday I talked to Joe. I was actually super thrilled. We talked for like 2 minutes in Political Novels. I knew there was a reason i took that class..... Just kidding. I don't know. It's just strange because like when we talk i feel like the center of his world, but when we aren't talking it feels like i'm not even alive to him. I can't help but like him though. He does little things to make me know he cares without making them obvious. Or possibly he doesn't even know he's doing those little things..... I never thought of that. Goddamnit. Anyhow.... Then we won the football game last night. Haha i almost wrote foodball.... hahaha i'm such a fatty.... Yes and then we won the game and Joe was all happy or whatever but i didn't get to say anything because i left... And then kayla and kayla came to my house for it a bit. Then i went to sleep.
Then today came. Today sucked. I did just about nothing. I was hoping Joe would call to do something tonight. Last week he called at like 6:55 p.m. So i got ready early today assuming maybe he'd call. I assumed wrong.. Don't worry though it's not like i did my hair and make up and tried on 4 outfits thinking he'd call. OH WAIT I DID! He never said he would call or anything but i was just thinking/hoping he would considering we talked yesterday. Apparently not though. Ugh well screw him..... I'll just eat all night.
Duane and i might go to sentry... in the mini van... kick ass... i love the mini van... hopefully my day gets better.
Yesterday I talked to Joe. I was actually super thrilled. We talked for like 2 minutes in Political Novels. I knew there was a reason i took that class..... Just kidding. I don't know. It's just strange because like when we talk i feel like the center of his world, but when we aren't talking it feels like i'm not even alive to him. I can't help but like him though. He does little things to make me know he cares without making them obvious. Or possibly he doesn't even know he's doing those little things..... I never thought of that. Goddamnit. Anyhow.... Then we won the football game last night. Haha i almost wrote foodball.... hahaha i'm such a fatty.... Yes and then we won the game and Joe was all happy or whatever but i didn't get to say anything because i left... And then kayla and kayla came to my house for it a bit. Then i went to sleep.
Then today came. Today sucked. I did just about nothing. I was hoping Joe would call to do something tonight. Last week he called at like 6:55 p.m. So i got ready early today assuming maybe he'd call. I assumed wrong.. Don't worry though it's not like i did my hair and make up and tried on 4 outfits thinking he'd call. OH WAIT I DID! He never said he would call or anything but i was just thinking/hoping he would considering we talked yesterday. Apparently not though. Ugh well screw him..... I'll just eat all night.
Duane and i might go to sentry... in the mini van... kick ass... i love the mini van... hopefully my day gets better.