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its like once you've been hurt, your so
scared to get attached again like you
have this fear that every person you
start to fall for is gonna break your heart
Friday night i went to duanes house and we all chilled it was a good time until the guys started acting like ass holes, yes i know it's not surprise. Then jacob and i went to McDonalds in Lake mills at like 1:45ish. It was extremely tasty. Afterward i went to bed.
Saturday i went to Ozzfest with Eli, Bryan, and Justin. I was so freakin tired but it was so much fun. I had to laugh really hard though nearly everyone was drunk and all these old people were getting high. I didn't even know any of the people but they were all really nice to me. Several drunk people, who i didn't know, told me they loved me(wow i sure am special). I was even special enough to be invited to an orgy, don't worry i said no to that offer. Everyone was also very giving. This one creepy dude gave me a necklace, and i got offered drugs, alcohol, and ciggaretes at least 6 times within an hour. I was a good girl though and i declined those offers! Well at least most of them. I got home around 1:45ish because we got lost several times on the way home, and we got taco bell which was delicious. The 4 of us ordered like $20 worth of food it was a little weird. Afterward, when i got home i noticed nobody was home so i just went to bed.
I woke up yesterday at like 3 p.m. Yeah i missed most of the day but whatever. I felt really bad though because i had 6 missed calls. Ester called me like 4 times because she really needed me to work. I was sleeping each time she called though so i felt really guilty. If it makes up for anything though I'm going to work with Duane today. He's picking me up 6:45 A.M. Which is so fucking early hes going to have to carry me out of bed. In the end it will be worth it though because i made him promise to take me to The March of The Penguins! Which he was hell bent on not seeing but looks like he'll have to now! So that was like my weekend! woo hoo! Next weekend i go to band camp with Josh and Duane. That should be fun. I don't have any money now though so i don't know how the hell i am paying for my ticket. So i better go to bed so i wake up before 6:45. I'm already going to feel bad for duane seeing me in the morning without make up let alone being in a beyond bitchy mood!
scared to get attached again like you
have this fear that every person you
start to fall for is gonna break your heart
Friday night i went to duanes house and we all chilled it was a good time until the guys started acting like ass holes, yes i know it's not surprise. Then jacob and i went to McDonalds in Lake mills at like 1:45ish. It was extremely tasty. Afterward i went to bed.
Saturday i went to Ozzfest with Eli, Bryan, and Justin. I was so freakin tired but it was so much fun. I had to laugh really hard though nearly everyone was drunk and all these old people were getting high. I didn't even know any of the people but they were all really nice to me. Several drunk people, who i didn't know, told me they loved me(wow i sure am special). I was even special enough to be invited to an orgy, don't worry i said no to that offer. Everyone was also very giving. This one creepy dude gave me a necklace, and i got offered drugs, alcohol, and ciggaretes at least 6 times within an hour. I was a good girl though and i declined those offers! Well at least most of them. I got home around 1:45ish because we got lost several times on the way home, and we got taco bell which was delicious. The 4 of us ordered like $20 worth of food it was a little weird. Afterward, when i got home i noticed nobody was home so i just went to bed.
I woke up yesterday at like 3 p.m. Yeah i missed most of the day but whatever. I felt really bad though because i had 6 missed calls. Ester called me like 4 times because she really needed me to work. I was sleeping each time she called though so i felt really guilty. If it makes up for anything though I'm going to work with Duane today. He's picking me up 6:45 A.M. Which is so fucking early hes going to have to carry me out of bed. In the end it will be worth it though because i made him promise to take me to The March of The Penguins! Which he was hell bent on not seeing but looks like he'll have to now! So that was like my weekend! woo hoo! Next weekend i go to band camp with Josh and Duane. That should be fun. I don't have any money now though so i don't know how the hell i am paying for my ticket. So i better go to bed so i wake up before 6:45. I'm already going to feel bad for duane seeing me in the morning without make up let alone being in a beyond bitchy mood!