feeling better now
"We chase misprinted lies
We face the path of time
And yet I fight
And yet I fight
This battle all alone
No one to cry to
No place to call home
My gift of self is raped
My privacy is raked
And yet I find
And yet I find
Repeating in my head
If I can't be my own
I'd feel better dead"
awesome lyrics, no? wish i wrote them.. oh well.. im feeling better despite the very depressing song.. i dunno what it is with Alice in Chains.. i think they might be replacing Soundgarden as my second favorite band.. their music just fits my mood so well since August..
I went to bed around 8-9pm, i was waiting for a call from Amanda(m), but no such call.. i talked with her a lil online before i went to bed.. i left a message for Kristin to call me, but i didnt get a call. maybe tomorrow? ah hell..
well it looks like im going up to Illinois for christmas.. ugh.. i fucking hate it up there. but it's that or stay here alone (which i dont mind, and id rather prefer), but without the van.. sumbitch.. shit, i'll go with them then :(
oh, i woke up around 1am and played Everquest till about 3.. got about 300 platinum from camping the Aqua Goblins in ButcherBlock. it was sweet, i had both camps, i would go to camp 1, and kill the goblins, and run to camp 2 and kill goblins. when im done with the second camp, the first is almost respawned.. monotonous yes, but it's easy money..
I wrote some stuff on guitar earlier today, okay i think, nothing spectacular.. i just had a turkey sandwich and some ginger ale.. good stuff.. im about ready for sleep..
We face the path of time
And yet I fight
And yet I fight
This battle all alone
No one to cry to
No place to call home
My gift of self is raped
My privacy is raked
And yet I find
And yet I find
Repeating in my head
If I can't be my own
I'd feel better dead"
awesome lyrics, no? wish i wrote them.. oh well.. im feeling better despite the very depressing song.. i dunno what it is with Alice in Chains.. i think they might be replacing Soundgarden as my second favorite band.. their music just fits my mood so well since August..
I went to bed around 8-9pm, i was waiting for a call from Amanda(m), but no such call.. i talked with her a lil online before i went to bed.. i left a message for Kristin to call me, but i didnt get a call. maybe tomorrow? ah hell..
well it looks like im going up to Illinois for christmas.. ugh.. i fucking hate it up there. but it's that or stay here alone (which i dont mind, and id rather prefer), but without the van.. sumbitch.. shit, i'll go with them then :(
oh, i woke up around 1am and played Everquest till about 3.. got about 300 platinum from camping the Aqua Goblins in ButcherBlock. it was sweet, i had both camps, i would go to camp 1, and kill the goblins, and run to camp 2 and kill goblins. when im done with the second camp, the first is almost respawned.. monotonous yes, but it's easy money..
I wrote some stuff on guitar earlier today, okay i think, nothing spectacular.. i just had a turkey sandwich and some ginger ale.. good stuff.. im about ready for sleep..