Mar 08, 2010 04:07
Wow! It's been 3 months since this page has been updated. Hahaha. I just don't feel like blogging anymore. Everything is the same, life still goes on, and flying is still a love-hate relationship. It's good to leave home once in awhile and I do love the different countries I go to, and experience life I normally won't be able to. But it sucks when you need to leave home at some crucial stage, or just because you want to be home. Anyway, life still goes on. The same cycle goes on and the same shit happens.
I'm half awake typing this entry. Haha. I woke up at 0630 and am still awake at 2049. Hahah. I always wake up super early when I am overseas and start to feel tired around 5-6pm. But I'm like a pig back home. I can wake up between 10am to 12noon and sleep at 2-3am. Hahahah. No wonder my face is breaking out now. Oh wait, it's because my period came. Hahaha. It's early! But good I guess. Haha.
I need to find something that I'm really good at and interested in. I need to enjoy life now, while I still can. I need to find out who I really am. I need to fast forward time. I need so many things but I can't get them. Everybody goes through the stage of not knowing what they want at some point in their life, ie 20 odd years old, but there's a small majority that knows at a very young age what they want in life. Now, why can't I be that person who knows what they want to do in life?
Haha ok, this is too much for my half awake brain.. Good night! =) Two more days and I'm home. Can't wait!