these are some pictures of tony's show in jersey the other night. what can i say? the man still does things to me. those damn skinny jeans do it to me all the time and it sucks that i had to miss the show. i miss tony so much that i literally can't stand it. the ache is back and it's worse than ever. he was home for a little while to take care of me and i love him for that. i hate that i'm such a disappointment to him. yes, that's steve on the left side of the first picture. and in the last picture, you can see chris playing drums.
i'm still bleeding. it's worse when i get up and do things and it virtually stops when i lay in bed. i really wish i could be a normal person and just have babies without any problems or drama. i hate that tony has to put up with me.