heartaches and cheap wine

Dec 16, 2003 12:42

ok today is a bit better.
my money situation sucks ass but thats a given - i shouldnt even need to say it anymore.
last night i ended up going to L3 and sleeping till midnight in front of the tv and then migrating to the bed.
it was nice.
for some reason i feel a lil bit jumpy today. who knows. too much coffee maybe?
or just me being a freak? both are possiblities.
tomorrow hoo and i are going to dinner and to see honey(finally!) with ty ty and then hopfully to the $$ cuz i know we are gonna want to dance like mad crazy after that flick.
toinght lord of the rings return of the king opens.
shane is psyched.
im not so much b/c im not going to see it - BUT maybe later this week i will.
i have so much stuff to do today - but since i dont really take lunch breaks and im here 9 hours a day(get paid for 8) im taking a break waiting for my food, and writing in my lj.
highlight of my day.
its so cold out.
i hate hate hate hate it.
i would tell you about my dream the other night but its kinda dumb so i wont. but it had a profound impact on me yesterday for some reason. im all good and cool today.
not that i wasnt good or cool yesterday i just thought about it alot.
all of you out there who have spectacular moms - buy them something extra nice for christmas and appreciate them.
thats all i have to say about that.
im thinking about buying my mom, speaking of moms, 2 tickets to see geoorge strait. yeah - not my first choice either but shes a country listening type of person and she loves mr strait... so yeah. not sure i wanna spend $100 on that though. we will see.
as for my dad - its up in the air.
why cant i just have millions of dollars? doesnt britney or xtina need a personal assistant. i know id be good at helping shop and retreiving lattes etc.
did i just spell lattes wrong? ha.
ill bet i did.
i almost made a collage last night. i was in that mood. havent done that in a couple of months.
here i go with another long entry eh? ill try not to..
shaun emailed me again. not really sure how i feel... make that -felt- about it. i havent really given it a second thought since i read it this morning.
was just a bit sad is all and figured i would add it in here.. heck why not..
not sad over him or our relationship ending(at all!)- really more at the fact(s) that:

1. life moves on
2. you can be with someone every (almost) day of your life for 4 years and then you dont talk to them anymore - ever.

strange is all. dont you think?



when do i get to fall in love again anyhow............
answers please.
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