dude, wheres my car?
good morning good afternoon good evening. depends on when you are reading this.
well honestly i would tell you about last night but after deep thought i think the story makes me sound like a drunken bar slut. which im not.
so we are going to, i mean i, am not going to get into it.
but i will say his - MY FREAKING CAR GOT TOWED AND I HAVE TO PAY $130 TO GET IT OUT!!!
ok in other news... i spent $87 on shoes yesterday. BUT i got a pair of steve maddens, AND a pair of super cool guess shoes. and two pairs of sweet boots. so it wasnt all bad. till my car got towed. must be the bad karma. dammit!
and my bank account is a bit in the red. so that sucks.
im going broke so fast! i love it.
im gonna quit my job and move into a cardboard box and not have to worry about anything
PERFECT! dreamlife scenario.
ok i have nothing to write about really. this friday im going to see a boink show.
www.boinkrock.com
*now clap once*
hahah! ill bet noone gets that who reads this. and that is because.... its old skool boink.
but i just havent seen them in forever and i think it will be cool to go and not be obligated to go and pretend i like it b/c my bf is in the band.
since hes not in it at all anymore nor am i dating him... it will be like going to see a band go play before they go off to tour the country.
i wish them the best of luck. ive known them all for so long even if we didnt always get along. boink was a huge part of my life. so its kind of like crystals farewell to her past kinda thing. or JUST GOIN TO HAVE FUN!!!
hah.
i ate everything for lunch today.
started with an appetizer of sunchips and haagen dazs, then some sliced cheese and jello, and then the entree of a pork chop cooked by chef brion himself.
yum!
the chef not the food.
awwww yeah.
im so freaking clever sometimes.
OH another bit of shitty news - the house we were suppose to move into... looks like its a no go.
STORY OF MY LIFE!
mike isnt moving out anymore - his deal fell through or something.
so that means justin isnt taking mikes room and so we dont get justins huge room
im pissed
but hell whats another few years at my DADS HOUSE?!?!?
god.
shoot me
in the face
in a white room
thank you
in other news..... im wearing my hair down today.(im sure you care)
i didnt do it at all. i used the blow dryer and then the straightner for like 2 seconds.
i NEVER wear it down
its a mop - a MOP I TELL YOU!
and we ALL know i can do hair for shit.
so yeah its just down and shitty today.
so get use to it.
shane said to me at lunch... you should get your hair layered.
which is exactly what im trying to get rid of. so no!
i want all one length so i can put it up or leave it down and not have it look like shit
its been along time since i have been able to do that
but hey... whatev!
need and being able to do - two completly different things.
money is the determining factor in everything in my life right now
and i hate it
winning lotto #'s PLEASE!
everyone is just pulling me in 500 different directions. my head. what i should do. and i hate it.
when im convinced of one thing and that its right i talk to someone who disagrees and tells me "how it really is"
fuck that.
you know what? i just figured out a huge huge huge huge source of all of my problems.
but wait i dont really have problems. i seem to just like drama and fighting.
pointed out to me yesterday i think
so im trying to get outta that.
whew! who's excited? *I RAISE MY HANDS*
i always assume that the things i do to people and the way i think about things and how i really feel about stuff even when i say i feel another way... i always think that is how everyone operates.
if it is im fucked.
if it isnt im just a really bad person.
i have been in these situations where im so unhappy and miserable but i sayim fine and happy oh and "i love you" and when it comes out the disgust bubble pops up in my brain.
and i feel bad.
but the worst part is that i think other people are like that about me.
and i would hate it if people thought those same things about me or were annoyed with me or thought i was icky or annoying,
but im sure its happened.
silly me.
THINKING WAY TOO MUCH CRYSTAL!
its almost 3 - two more hours. im so tired.
so so so so so so so so so tired.
well i have a bunch of shizzle to do so im gonna get going.
everyone have a great night.
sorry this was boring.
get your own life and stop reading about mine
im getting bored of lj anyhow
so suck it
well honestly i would tell you about last night but after deep thought i think the story makes me sound like a drunken bar slut. which im not.
so we are going to, i mean i, am not going to get into it.
but i will say his - MY FREAKING CAR GOT TOWED AND I HAVE TO PAY $130 TO GET IT OUT!!!
ok in other news... i spent $87 on shoes yesterday. BUT i got a pair of steve maddens, AND a pair of super cool guess shoes. and two pairs of sweet boots. so it wasnt all bad. till my car got towed. must be the bad karma. dammit!
and my bank account is a bit in the red. so that sucks.
im going broke so fast! i love it.
im gonna quit my job and move into a cardboard box and not have to worry about anything
PERFECT! dreamlife scenario.
ok i have nothing to write about really. this friday im going to see a boink show.
www.boinkrock.com
*now clap once*
hahah! ill bet noone gets that who reads this. and that is because.... its old skool boink.
but i just havent seen them in forever and i think it will be cool to go and not be obligated to go and pretend i like it b/c my bf is in the band.
since hes not in it at all anymore nor am i dating him... it will be like going to see a band go play before they go off to tour the country.
i wish them the best of luck. ive known them all for so long even if we didnt always get along. boink was a huge part of my life. so its kind of like crystals farewell to her past kinda thing. or JUST GOIN TO HAVE FUN!!!
hah.
i ate everything for lunch today.
started with an appetizer of sunchips and haagen dazs, then some sliced cheese and jello, and then the entree of a pork chop cooked by chef brion himself.
yum!
the chef not the food.
awwww yeah.
im so freaking clever sometimes.
OH another bit of shitty news - the house we were suppose to move into... looks like its a no go.
STORY OF MY LIFE!
mike isnt moving out anymore - his deal fell through or something.
so that means justin isnt taking mikes room and so we dont get justins huge room
im pissed
but hell whats another few years at my DADS HOUSE?!?!?
god.
shoot me
in the face
in a white room
thank you
in other news..... im wearing my hair down today.(im sure you care)
i didnt do it at all. i used the blow dryer and then the straightner for like 2 seconds.
i NEVER wear it down
its a mop - a MOP I TELL YOU!
and we ALL know i can do hair for shit.
so yeah its just down and shitty today.
so get use to it.
shane said to me at lunch... you should get your hair layered.
which is exactly what im trying to get rid of. so no!
i want all one length so i can put it up or leave it down and not have it look like shit
its been along time since i have been able to do that
but hey... whatev!
need and being able to do - two completly different things.
money is the determining factor in everything in my life right now
and i hate it
winning lotto #'s PLEASE!
everyone is just pulling me in 500 different directions. my head. what i should do. and i hate it.
when im convinced of one thing and that its right i talk to someone who disagrees and tells me "how it really is"
fuck that.
you know what? i just figured out a huge huge huge huge source of all of my problems.
but wait i dont really have problems. i seem to just like drama and fighting.
pointed out to me yesterday i think
so im trying to get outta that.
whew! who's excited? *I RAISE MY HANDS*
i always assume that the things i do to people and the way i think about things and how i really feel about stuff even when i say i feel another way... i always think that is how everyone operates.
if it is im fucked.
if it isnt im just a really bad person.
i have been in these situations where im so unhappy and miserable but i sayim fine and happy oh and "i love you" and when it comes out the disgust bubble pops up in my brain.
and i feel bad.
but the worst part is that i think other people are like that about me.
and i would hate it if people thought those same things about me or were annoyed with me or thought i was icky or annoying,
but im sure its happened.
silly me.
THINKING WAY TOO MUCH CRYSTAL!
its almost 3 - two more hours. im so tired.
so so so so so so so so so tired.
well i have a bunch of shizzle to do so im gonna get going.
everyone have a great night.
sorry this was boring.
get your own life and stop reading about mine
im getting bored of lj anyhow
so suck it