wednesday = dollar night. im so pumped.
but then again im a nerd. eewwww a nerd.
i have to be in at 8am tomorrow so there is no getting drunk and coming in at 10am. just getting drunk...aww yeah
we interrupt this program for a very important message and reminder...
thank you and now we return you to A DAY IN THE LIFE OF MISS CRYSTAL
okay so im single. completly totally single. no boys - no prospects - THANK GOD!
i could have a few but ive decided its time for fun with my girlies(mostly hooha!) and getting my shit together.
i love my friends and my life and my family.
im happy right now. can you tell?
i do miss shaun though. we decided(he did rather)that its to hard to be just friends when the possibility of me dating is overhead. fuck.
it sucks. but i think its for the best. im a bitch and im no good for him. hes ready to get married. if i got married im pretty sure it wouldnt work.
unless, of course, i were marrying howie day. then it would work perfectly.
okay so my dad is working like mad on our house. the downstairs bathroom is complete with a new clawfoot bathtub, new sink, new toilet, new carpet, new wood flooring, and new shelves he built.
wood of course. so much wood.
did i really just tell you about our bathroom? *points to self* nerd!
onward... my tummy hurts. too much coffee.
I LOVE HALLOWEEN!!! ive never cared before - now im all excited. mainly just because my costume is so damn cool. s.spice strikes again. aww yeah.
yesterdays tip of the day - "Crystal, you are way too beautiful and smart to put up with that. Especially at this stage of your life. You don't need it. Besides, think about it, hes probably doing the same thing to two other girls right now. And you don't know it because hes sneaky about it. Do you really want to fall in love with someone like that?"
s.c.r.e.a.m mY name BeFoRe i scr///at-t-t-t-c-c-c-c-ch you /IN\ the fa'c'e
trinitys back in the game
im obsessed with this song
i am a little bit insecure
a little unconfident
cause you don't understand
i do what i can, but sometimes i dont make sense
i say what you never wanna say, but ive never had a doubt
its like no matter what i do, i cant convince you
for once just to hear me out
so i let go
watching you turn your back like you always do
face away and pretend that im not
but ill be here cause you want what ive got
i need to go to lunch - awww yeah. its about time. gotta take some shit to my boozer boy then off to that special place.
you all rock
im in love with the world today
savoring it before its gone