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random thoughts.....please read!!!
love is the best idea ive ever had, yes the easiest way to make me feel bad. This is how it goes, this is what you chose. Find someone who makes you feel like trying, but really they lead you into crying. They'll make you feel like they want you, then they'll lead you on too. They make you do things you never thought of, they persuade you into falling in love. Then you hurt so bad and get so sad. Everyday you feel like dying, though you still keep trying. You never seem to loose that frown because you constantly think you've let yourself down. You tell yourself, you don't have him. you never will, but you'll always love him still. Your emotions go crazy while your happiness is fading. You fell like you've gotten so far, but then you watch him leave, thinking you're not meant to breathe. So, then you make yourself bleed, while you beg and plead. You want him so bad even though hetreats you like shit, and you tell yourself hes not worth it. He's always in your head while you're wishing you were dead. So, you lay in your bed alone thinking of him while you wishing he would come home. You'd do anything for his love, forhim to treat you above. But still your all alone, on your own. Trying to figure a way out while you sit there in doubt. Please oh please you pray. Wishing he would come to you and stay. Then, you start giving up your feelings and you think your done. But then you realize that your situtaion has only just begun...
no i dont feel like this onw but i did
love is the best idea ive ever had, yes the easiest way to make me feel bad. This is how it goes, this is what you chose. Find someone who makes you feel like trying, but really they lead you into crying. They'll make you feel like they want you, then they'll lead you on too. They make you do things you never thought of, they persuade you into falling in love. Then you hurt so bad and get so sad. Everyday you feel like dying, though you still keep trying. You never seem to loose that frown because you constantly think you've let yourself down. You tell yourself, you don't have him. you never will, but you'll always love him still. Your emotions go crazy while your happiness is fading. You fell like you've gotten so far, but then you watch him leave, thinking you're not meant to breathe. So, then you make yourself bleed, while you beg and plead. You want him so bad even though hetreats you like shit, and you tell yourself hes not worth it. He's always in your head while you're wishing you were dead. So, you lay in your bed alone thinking of him while you wishing he would come home. You'd do anything for his love, forhim to treat you above. But still your all alone, on your own. Trying to figure a way out while you sit there in doubt. Please oh please you pray. Wishing he would come to you and stay. Then, you start giving up your feelings and you think your done. But then you realize that your situtaion has only just begun...
no i dont feel like this onw but i did