Jul 29, 2008 23:31
Mexico was fantastic. I hate being back in the valley. I am really contimplating changing my major to international business or something so I can just pack up and go after college like the scuba men. I love that they just did that I think thats totally awesome.
Warped was fantastic. We got an in with the new zealand boy so after everyone was being kicked out we got to go back to where the tour vans and busses were parked. It was insane! Every one I love was just chilling playing uno or corn hole having a beer. I was in heaven.
Anberlin fucking owned. So did Say Anything. Between the Trees gave Kristen and I a shout out to 'white lines and red lights'; greatest love song ever. Stephen Christian held my hand while signing my bracelet ha. Max Bemis oh damn.
Life has been crazy guy wise. John says he loves me and wants me back. Not gonna lie I was thrilled.
Went to dump Paul and his friends were there so I felt horrible and chickened out.
Ryan called and we chilled then he stayed the night at my party. Too bad I was in such a bad mood from the drunken john scene that I kicked him out of my bed and made him sleep on my trundle bed. Shit happens.
I'm just so fucking confused. I went out of my way to help John and brought him back here and everything went crazy downhill. I've never been treated so terrible when he was supposed to be doing anything to win me back. I sealed up my notebook i used to write in when we first broke up and ended it saying its completely over. I can never be with him again no matter how much I want to because he fucked up way too much here.
Kristen and i are going to see O.A.R. tomorrow in Philly then crash at mark's place till saturday. Then I get to bike 28 miles for the triathlon on sunday. thrilled.