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things aren't going to work as friends if you keep ditching me when we were supposed to hang out.
i don't care if it is hard in the beginning of just being friends. I'm not losing you after 16 months of my being able to talk to you everyday, tell you how my day was, hear your complaints, you listen to mine. You became my bestfriend and I just can't lose you because we're not dating anymore. I think this is for the best even though I still love you and want to be with you. It's just too hard right now with you going to the bars and saying you don't know if you can trust yourself. How am I supposed to put my trust back in you 100% then? I can't. And that's needed in a relationship. I don't want to imagine you with other girls, at least not yet, when I still feel so strongly for you. fuck. just you call me for once.
oh why did you have to go and make things complicated?