Jan 17, 2008 20:32
Ready?
I haven't talked a lot to people recently because I feel lost and confused.
I dont know what the hell I want anymore.
I was betrayed, I always am.
Thats why I dont want just one good best friend.
I'm always fucked over.
And then there is another side.
My dad had a fucking awesome job offer in Cleveland.
I'm most likely going to be moving again after graduation.
Peace out valley for real?
I say I want to leave and go far away for college, but I want something to come back to.
On christmas break and spring break or summer vacation, I'll go back to Cleveland.
Who will I be catching up with? I wont know my new neighbors.
I wont be able to come back and see people.
This would be different then moving before.
I'm older then 3 and 10, I've developed actually relationships I dont want to just end.
FUCKKKKKKKKK.
I've also been slacking off school hard core. I may get fucked up the ass real hard when I send in midyear reports and get rejected from the school I actually want to go to. FUCKKKKKKKK.