Jul 06, 2005 20:31
I'm sort of reaching my limit with my mother now. I know that it is natural for mothers to nag and harp on you for stupid things that you do. I even understand that its even more apparent when you are a boy in an Asian household, but I think my mother has crossed the line into extreme bitch. I don't use that word for my mother very often, if ever at all, but she is seriously pushing it that way.
Every conversation we have almost results in an argument of some degree. She always compares me to other peoples children. That FUCKEN KILLS ME! I don't give a god damn shit about what the fuck anyone elses children is doing or how they are. For one, if you love them so much, why don't you try to adopt them or something. Secondly, you're lucky you even have a child like me. I don't smoke, I don't do drugs, I don't go around fucken people. I'm a normal, well adjusted, intelligent, person with goals to achieve. What mother fucken tells her son to go ahead and leave the house or she doesn't fucken care. If I did't want to get an education so bad, I would have left such a long time ago. I'm sick of this bullshit, fake parenting that my mother is attempting.
She treats my brother like he is a fucken prince too. Apparently she thinks she has failed on me. She probably has in the way of getting me to love her. My brother gets anything and everything and has to do nothing to get it. My mistakes are pointed out very vividly and his are covered for with excuses.
Sure you an analyze this and tell me that I'm just going through a phase or I'm jealous of my brothers, but the fact still remains that my mother is a horrible parent when it comes to appriciating what she has.
Someone talk to me here