Post hyper low
Don't you hate it when you have like a hyper hour or so then you have the biggest low?
I'm experiencing the low right now which isn't fun. The high was fun though. I haven't been this hyperactive in ages. Was incredibally fun while it lasted. It involved me wolf whistling at people out of the staff room window and hiding so they couldn't see me. Real mature, huh? Throwing water out of said window at superviser (he encouraged it and no I didn't get him). :(
Sadly my two co-worker friends and supervisor would not sing Sound of Music songs with me. Nor cartoon theme tunes such as 'Sharky and George', 'Dogtanian' and 'Poddington Pea's'. Sad acts :P
No I'm in the middle of the low ebb. I feel quite lonely and I want to talk about something that happened along time ago but I also don't want to. How converse is that?
I'm not sure who I could talk to about it. Well theres one person who will understand. I just don't want things blown out of proportion and given more importance then they have. I don't know what has made me think of it recently. I haven't thought about it since when it occured.
Besides I get the feeling the person I want to talk about it with won't listen.
I hate how shitty little things are taking on more importance then they need to at the moment. I like to think I can blame hormones. Bless them *pokes* they can be a bit grumpy sometimes.
Jeez, I sure didn't mean to shit this internal crap all cross my lj. I'm trying to cut back on my openess I only reread it and realise how pathetic I sound. Lol :P
ETA: On plus side am eating a yummy blueberry muffin. :D
I'm experiencing the low right now which isn't fun. The high was fun though. I haven't been this hyperactive in ages. Was incredibally fun while it lasted. It involved me wolf whistling at people out of the staff room window and hiding so they couldn't see me. Real mature, huh? Throwing water out of said window at superviser (he encouraged it and no I didn't get him). :(
Sadly my two co-worker friends and supervisor would not sing Sound of Music songs with me. Nor cartoon theme tunes such as 'Sharky and George', 'Dogtanian' and 'Poddington Pea's'. Sad acts :P
No I'm in the middle of the low ebb. I feel quite lonely and I want to talk about something that happened along time ago but I also don't want to. How converse is that?
I'm not sure who I could talk to about it. Well theres one person who will understand. I just don't want things blown out of proportion and given more importance then they have. I don't know what has made me think of it recently. I haven't thought about it since when it occured.
Besides I get the feeling the person I want to talk about it with won't listen.
I hate how shitty little things are taking on more importance then they need to at the moment. I like to think I can blame hormones. Bless them *pokes* they can be a bit grumpy sometimes.
Jeez, I sure didn't mean to shit this internal crap all cross my lj. I'm trying to cut back on my openess I only reread it and realise how pathetic I sound. Lol :P
ETA: On plus side am eating a yummy blueberry muffin. :D