and i know your always watching over me....RIP NAN <3
so, tuesday- january 31, 2006...my Nanny passed away. thursday was the wake and friday was the funeral. this week was emotionally the hardest week of my life so far. my nanny was an amazing woman. she was absolutly gorgeous, she had so much faith and love..and i cant even describe what kind of person she was and i can proudly say she was my grandma. and not yours. sucks for you. haha no, just kidding. but she is and was truely amazing. rest in peace Nan <3
i havent seen my friends in like 3 weeks, i havent gone out on the weekends. 2 weeks ago was my ear, last week the flu and this weekend was family shit. i haven't left my aunt patti alone because shes an emotional wreck and she wanted me there with her..so i was. family first. last night she took me up to dobbs ferry where she lives in new york and we went down to manhattan for dinner. it was nice to just hang out with her.
supposed to hang out with maria last night. i dont know whats going on anymore. she never called or texted me back after i texted her so i could tell her i couldn't hang out even though i really really wanted to because kalli was coming up with her boyfriend, but i just hope she understands that i had to be with my aunt. i think she would..but its really shady that she hasnt called or anything..whatever..she'll call me tomorrow...if not i'll just call her.
so i have a new found love for abercrombie. i never everrrr shopped there. in the spring it was always guess and bebe sport. but um..yea the way i grief and take out my saddess..is shopping i guess? which i hate doing? but i bought a new outfit friday for no reason whatsoever. i'm not like that at all.
fuckfuckfuck, i really would like to go to sleep right about........now. but my laundrys not done. but luckly i can sleep in (somewhat) because i have class at 1...tomorrows my late day, 2 classes 1-2:15 then 2:30-3:45 then work til 6. then hopefully getting my new computer? yay. my nanny had a good computer so im going to take hers because mine is a peice and a half. =] anyways, im gonna go watch tv until my laundrys done..goodnight <3
i havent seen my friends in like 3 weeks, i havent gone out on the weekends. 2 weeks ago was my ear, last week the flu and this weekend was family shit. i haven't left my aunt patti alone because shes an emotional wreck and she wanted me there with her..so i was. family first. last night she took me up to dobbs ferry where she lives in new york and we went down to manhattan for dinner. it was nice to just hang out with her.
supposed to hang out with maria last night. i dont know whats going on anymore. she never called or texted me back after i texted her so i could tell her i couldn't hang out even though i really really wanted to because kalli was coming up with her boyfriend, but i just hope she understands that i had to be with my aunt. i think she would..but its really shady that she hasnt called or anything..whatever..she'll call me tomorrow...if not i'll just call her.
so i have a new found love for abercrombie. i never everrrr shopped there. in the spring it was always guess and bebe sport. but um..yea the way i grief and take out my saddess..is shopping i guess? which i hate doing? but i bought a new outfit friday for no reason whatsoever. i'm not like that at all.
fuckfuckfuck, i really would like to go to sleep right about........now. but my laundrys not done. but luckly i can sleep in (somewhat) because i have class at 1...tomorrows my late day, 2 classes 1-2:15 then 2:30-3:45 then work til 6. then hopefully getting my new computer? yay. my nanny had a good computer so im going to take hers because mine is a peice and a half. =] anyways, im gonna go watch tv until my laundrys done..goodnight <3