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today was my first day of school since last june. thats 8 months. which is a really long time. but im glad to be back into a routine....sort of. pulling in there this morning with hannah made me think about like, my first days of highschool where your somewhat nervous because you dont know what to expect sorta thing. i had 2 classes today and let me tell you, getting there for an 8:30 class is a pain in the ass with traffic. i have to start leaving exttttra early on early class days esp. if i have to pick up hannah.
i never really conserved gas. i always just drove where i wanted to and had my mom fill it up all the time and i would throw in money from each paycheck esp. if i lied about where i was going (which was all the time..."hannahs" house in wayne. yeaaa. but now that im always the one putting money into it..im gonna end up broke if i keep driving the way i do.
im sick. my throat hurts my nose is all stuffy and i have a sinus headache..its not even like a real migrane..its like..when i tilt or move my brain hurts? haha what?
okay so i was so excited to get a new job and now im ready to shoot myself in the face. working at a gym you would think would be sooooooooooo effin easy. um. wrong. its probably the hardest job ive ever had, now compared to all my other jobs (burlington, cal tans, hallmark, harmons..philly) its impossible. my manager is like, 4'11 and a firecracker. she never stops and she always wants me to smile and do everything at the speed of lightening and everyone who knows me knows that it takes me awhile to adapt to new things. but she wants me to know EVERYTHING (billing,phone,paperwork,computer,people who come in...) and she always wants me to know what to say and a woman called today asking for directions. okay...sounds easy. well we have this whole shpeal about what to say when people call for directions. we have to ask if theyre a member or not blahblah. well i basically froze on the phone and i didnt know this but sue the manager was listening on the other end and she basically said since ive been training and i havent gotten yet shes going to give me a few more chances because according to her "the job isnt for everybody" so worse comes to worse, it doesnt work out..which i dont think it is. but we'll see.
clean my room/lay down/gym with maria.
and perhaps some sudafed in between. later.
i never really conserved gas. i always just drove where i wanted to and had my mom fill it up all the time and i would throw in money from each paycheck esp. if i lied about where i was going (which was all the time..."hannahs" house in wayne. yeaaa. but now that im always the one putting money into it..im gonna end up broke if i keep driving the way i do.
im sick. my throat hurts my nose is all stuffy and i have a sinus headache..its not even like a real migrane..its like..when i tilt or move my brain hurts? haha what?
okay so i was so excited to get a new job and now im ready to shoot myself in the face. working at a gym you would think would be sooooooooooo effin easy. um. wrong. its probably the hardest job ive ever had, now compared to all my other jobs (burlington, cal tans, hallmark, harmons..philly) its impossible. my manager is like, 4'11 and a firecracker. she never stops and she always wants me to smile and do everything at the speed of lightening and everyone who knows me knows that it takes me awhile to adapt to new things. but she wants me to know EVERYTHING (billing,phone,paperwork,computer,people who come in...) and she always wants me to know what to say and a woman called today asking for directions. okay...sounds easy. well we have this whole shpeal about what to say when people call for directions. we have to ask if theyre a member or not blahblah. well i basically froze on the phone and i didnt know this but sue the manager was listening on the other end and she basically said since ive been training and i havent gotten yet shes going to give me a few more chances because according to her "the job isnt for everybody" so worse comes to worse, it doesnt work out..which i dont think it is. but we'll see.
clean my room/lay down/gym with maria.
and perhaps some sudafed in between. later.