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well since ive started school im rarely online anymore..ive been going to bed fairly early this past week since my schedule was so meesed up ive been way tired and drained...
but this 1st week of school hasnt been that bad. its so much different from last year tho. i was thinking about that the other day..how ive changed just through freshman year and through the summer. it was crazy. when i started out as a freshman man was i happy..not from the thought of being a freshman but just in general.
well i just got home...i went with my g-ma to a little get together with her friends and doctor whom she works for. it was fun i guess. we bar-b-que'd and talked. and all the lil kids swam...i sat there thinking on the swing.
last night i had a pretty good convorsation with my g-ma at dinner. it was moslty about the past and howing im feeling now. she said she doesnt know if therepy would work because it only helps some people and it didnt help my mother at all. and she thinks that i can handle it myself and that im a smart enough girl to cope with my feelings and problems.
and on my way home from the get togehter thingie today...i randomly took my blood sugar which diabetics use. and it was 2 hours after i ate and it showed up that my blood suger was really high. its usually around 90 when i take it but today it was 158 so my g-mas thinking that now i might have diabetes and thats why im shaking all the time and feel so bad all the time. i dunno..who knows o_0
but this 1st week of school hasnt been that bad. its so much different from last year tho. i was thinking about that the other day..how ive changed just through freshman year and through the summer. it was crazy. when i started out as a freshman man was i happy..not from the thought of being a freshman but just in general.
well i just got home...i went with my g-ma to a little get together with her friends and doctor whom she works for. it was fun i guess. we bar-b-que'd and talked. and all the lil kids swam...i sat there thinking on the swing.
last night i had a pretty good convorsation with my g-ma at dinner. it was moslty about the past and howing im feeling now. she said she doesnt know if therepy would work because it only helps some people and it didnt help my mother at all. and she thinks that i can handle it myself and that im a smart enough girl to cope with my feelings and problems.
and on my way home from the get togehter thingie today...i randomly took my blood sugar which diabetics use. and it was 2 hours after i ate and it showed up that my blood suger was really high. its usually around 90 when i take it but today it was 158 so my g-mas thinking that now i might have diabetes and thats why im shaking all the time and feel so bad all the time. i dunno..who knows o_0