now all i wanna do is have fun with my loved ones
I'm out of my rut!
I am out of my rut!
Goodbye rut, you remember that girl Maddy who was all up in your shit for like a week and a half? Well, she's gone. Some other poor individual can occupy your space now. SIANARA!
It helps that I have the greatest friends in the world. I talked to Matt for like 3 hours the other night, which was great, because I haven't done that in a little while. And I needed the breeze to shoot. So that was niiiice.
Patrick is worrying me. Not worrying me. But I'm just a little preturbed by the fact that he has yet to talk to me about stuff. And Cat talks to me about everything that goes on, but that used to be Pat's role. And not that I don't appreciate the closeness with Cat now, but I'm just missing Maddy and Pat talks. Heart to hearts. They'll come back though. And soon. I feel that.
I've sorted out the rooming situation that was plaguing me for the past month.
To room with Loopy or to not room with Loopy.
To not. And it's not that I want to exclude her. She's just so fucking immature and needy. I can chill with her on a daily basis, but not a living basis. It's just too much. So Catherine and I will room together in a quad with Homes and Veronica. Which is going to be fucking awesome because I could not imagine dorming without Lee. She's the fucking best roommate ever. We screamed today for like 2 hours about Cruisin World and Hustlin. I love her.
Last night I had an awesome night. I went to a party for the first time in like 6 weeks. I used to be down with the party scene, but sweaty basements and sardine style people were just not my thing. So I paused, but I realized last night that I must venture out to parties more often. I felt like the fucking president. Everyone I know at college and then some were at the party I was at last night. Plus Lindsay and Michelle who were awesome to catch up with because we havent really chilled at a party together since the beginning of the year. It was nice to reunite the SJB Girls ....minus Kristina Pappas.
I don't know.
I'm too excited for this break.
I can't wait, I never thought I'd NEED Long Island so badly.
I am out of my rut!
Goodbye rut, you remember that girl Maddy who was all up in your shit for like a week and a half? Well, she's gone. Some other poor individual can occupy your space now. SIANARA!
It helps that I have the greatest friends in the world. I talked to Matt for like 3 hours the other night, which was great, because I haven't done that in a little while. And I needed the breeze to shoot. So that was niiiice.
Patrick is worrying me. Not worrying me. But I'm just a little preturbed by the fact that he has yet to talk to me about stuff. And Cat talks to me about everything that goes on, but that used to be Pat's role. And not that I don't appreciate the closeness with Cat now, but I'm just missing Maddy and Pat talks. Heart to hearts. They'll come back though. And soon. I feel that.
I've sorted out the rooming situation that was plaguing me for the past month.
To room with Loopy or to not room with Loopy.
To not. And it's not that I want to exclude her. She's just so fucking immature and needy. I can chill with her on a daily basis, but not a living basis. It's just too much. So Catherine and I will room together in a quad with Homes and Veronica. Which is going to be fucking awesome because I could not imagine dorming without Lee. She's the fucking best roommate ever. We screamed today for like 2 hours about Cruisin World and Hustlin. I love her.
Last night I had an awesome night. I went to a party for the first time in like 6 weeks. I used to be down with the party scene, but sweaty basements and sardine style people were just not my thing. So I paused, but I realized last night that I must venture out to parties more often. I felt like the fucking president. Everyone I know at college and then some were at the party I was at last night. Plus Lindsay and Michelle who were awesome to catch up with because we havent really chilled at a party together since the beginning of the year. It was nice to reunite the SJB Girls ....minus Kristina Pappas.
I don't know.
I'm too excited for this break.
I can't wait, I never thought I'd NEED Long Island so badly.