Losing a friend... gaining memories.
I started to try to do a top ten like Mel... but then I couldnt think of anything worth her wit. I'm having writers block...... yet just writing here in general makes me feel whole.... I can say things here, how I feel.. with out getting a oh poor you. I dont really want a "poor you" kinda thinking towards me.
I am however just a friend. I'm not her husband, i'm not her child.. just a friend....a friend that lost a amazing fellow spirit. Cant explain to you how I havent stopped thinking about...welll.. just about how much I will miss her. Even though I only got down to Atlanta maybe twice a year.
I mourn what once was.. and what will be....
I cant even straighten out my thoughts...so I think I will end here...
Just another maddy post.. that makes no sense.... though it doesnt really have to... does it?
I am however just a friend. I'm not her husband, i'm not her child.. just a friend....a friend that lost a amazing fellow spirit. Cant explain to you how I havent stopped thinking about...welll.. just about how much I will miss her. Even though I only got down to Atlanta maybe twice a year.
I mourn what once was.. and what will be....
I cant even straighten out my thoughts...so I think I will end here...
Just another maddy post.. that makes no sense.... though it doesnt really have to... does it?