couldn't sleep last night again.
my aunt keeps calling..
something about me watching her dog while their away.
what is it about yuppies and their dogs?..
i haven't seen my cousin in what feels like years.
anyways.
i'm getting really excited about seattle especially since manuel is contemplating coming with mama and me.
i would like him to get a bit closer to my family
especially since i just recently met some distant relatives of his..
i miss my brother so much..
i havent seen him in a year..
and in a couple of weeks back to nevada..
i want to go back in the winter as well i loved the weather there in the winter..
the air was brisk and fresh ..
my poor knuckles freezing right through.
so nevada in the summer isn't looking as fun..
but i'm dying to see my grandmother again.
i had to fight back the tears while she didn't onthe phone the other day.
beach days are beyond fun.
michael annoys me more than ever but i'm learning to live with it.
pictures beyond cut.
Yousef.
My humungo feet scare even me..
Lots of embers.
upside down smiles make me happy.
Firestarter much?
devious huh?.
warm glows.
one guitar wouldn't suffice.
We went to ze zoo with jen, rosie, bella, manuel and i myself the other day..
it was alot of fun..
it's funny because manuel's really never really been around little ones before ..
it's fun to see him interact..
the akward faces are beyond cute.
it's so cute to see manuel around little ones.
i had a lot of fun on friday even if not everyone did..
it made me happy.
i'm just saying.
i'm anxious about my 21st. birthday ..
truthfully at this point i don't wanna do anything..
i don't wanna get drunk or stoned..or anything like that.
i'm not even in a huge mood to dance..
i don't know..
my mom's birthday is this weekend and on friday my stepfather is being beyond sweet and throwing a small surprise party.
i'll be attempting to make two cheesecakes for her..
banana and strawberry ..
if they go really well i'll put the recipes up on here.
M
something about me watching her dog while their away.
what is it about yuppies and their dogs?..
i haven't seen my cousin in what feels like years.
anyways.
i'm getting really excited about seattle especially since manuel is contemplating coming with mama and me.
i would like him to get a bit closer to my family
especially since i just recently met some distant relatives of his..
i miss my brother so much..
i havent seen him in a year..
and in a couple of weeks back to nevada..
i want to go back in the winter as well i loved the weather there in the winter..
the air was brisk and fresh ..
my poor knuckles freezing right through.
so nevada in the summer isn't looking as fun..
but i'm dying to see my grandmother again.
i had to fight back the tears while she didn't onthe phone the other day.
beach days are beyond fun.
michael annoys me more than ever but i'm learning to live with it.
pictures beyond cut.
Yousef.
My humungo feet scare even me..
Lots of embers.
upside down smiles make me happy.
Firestarter much?
devious huh?.
warm glows.
one guitar wouldn't suffice.
We went to ze zoo with jen, rosie, bella, manuel and i myself the other day..
it was alot of fun..
it's funny because manuel's really never really been around little ones before ..
it's fun to see him interact..
the akward faces are beyond cute.
it's so cute to see manuel around little ones.
i had a lot of fun on friday even if not everyone did..
it made me happy.
i'm just saying.
i'm anxious about my 21st. birthday ..
truthfully at this point i don't wanna do anything..
i don't wanna get drunk or stoned..or anything like that.
i'm not even in a huge mood to dance..
i don't know..
my mom's birthday is this weekend and on friday my stepfather is being beyond sweet and throwing a small surprise party.
i'll be attempting to make two cheesecakes for her..
banana and strawberry ..
if they go really well i'll put the recipes up on here.
M