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[maddyattackzz]

I am
angry
and sad
and pessimistic
and bitter
and jealous
and rude
and I do not even know why
and I hate it
and I try to stop
and it gets worse
and I hurt people that I love
or worse, the few that love me
and I am a bad friend
and a bad sister
and a bad daughter
and i just
don't
know
why.

and I am sorry
I really am
I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry
but it doesn't really matter
when everything stays the same
right?

I don't know what I'm talking about
but everything has changed
and I am not adapting well at all.