i wrote him a really long email, revised it a bunch of times, and then finally deleted it. after rereading it over and over i realized it was dumb. something needs to change though. mostly with me.
i haven't had a good night's sleep in a long time. i try to go to sleep early enough so i can wake up for class in the morning, but i just lay in bed for two or three hours. it's like my mind won't shut down. no sleep results in not waking up for class. i've been to english once in the past week. i didn't go to econ lecture at all last week. i can't sleep and i can't stop eating. but i went to the IMA last night and i plan on going regularly.
anyway, i think i got the job at american eagle.
random words from songs on their new album, deadbeat sweetheartbeat.