love & hate -it really is a thin line
i had just gotten to virginia saturday night to stay with my sister for a week, only to find out that she was being deployed to louisiana. so on sunday i spent three hours at the airport in DC just trying to change my flight reservations. 3 hours, 4 airlines, and $200-some later... i was on my way. now i'm back. 5 days early.
i got very excited when i saw all the lights as i came into seatac. then i got even more excited when i was driving through the city on my way to the ferry. i missed seattle. i feel safe here, comfortable here.
i found out yesterday that we can't move into the apartment til the 15th. i just want to be in seattle and have my own space. school doesn't start until the end of the month. hell, i'm not even sure what day. nothing's really working out so far and i haven't even been here 24 hours.
i'm anxious for things to start moving along. it's a new [school] year and everything's going to be changing. things are going to be different. i'm sad and i'm scared, but i need to deal with that on my own because he's not there anymore. and he shouldn't be.
i won't be doing much for the next week because i'm in bainbridge at my aunt's house. i plan on going down to steilacoom though so call me if you want to hang out.
i got very excited when i saw all the lights as i came into seatac. then i got even more excited when i was driving through the city on my way to the ferry. i missed seattle. i feel safe here, comfortable here.
i found out yesterday that we can't move into the apartment til the 15th. i just want to be in seattle and have my own space. school doesn't start until the end of the month. hell, i'm not even sure what day. nothing's really working out so far and i haven't even been here 24 hours.
i'm anxious for things to start moving along. it's a new [school] year and everything's going to be changing. things are going to be different. i'm sad and i'm scared, but i need to deal with that on my own because he's not there anymore. and he shouldn't be.
i won't be doing much for the next week because i'm in bainbridge at my aunt's house. i plan on going down to steilacoom though so call me if you want to hang out.