new things and big changes
how come everyone wants to fuck harry potter? he's like 13, isn't he?
to do list:
call storage.
call bianca for address.
mail out rent $$.
aug 28 - shot.
change tricare to UW med.
call jenelle about job.
find a bed.
schedule eye exam after 9/9.
get new contacts.
sign up for kickboxing.
volunteer at the zoo.
i'll be back september 10th. i have loads of shit to move into the apartment. anyone wanna help? preferably someone with a truck *coughericcoughnickcough*. i'm 40% excited and 60% scared/worried. i really need to get shit together this year. school, job, working out. i'm getting a gut! i can either cut back on eating or start exercising. since eating is not compromisable (i love food way too much) i must resort to physical activity. i'm looking forward to new things and big changes though. i miss seattle. i feel like seattle and i didn't get to know each other as well as i had hoped, so this year i'm going to change that. i'm going to actually live there, not just live there. if you know what i mean. i figure if i keep myself busy the days will go by faster.
we've been living our lives towards a future only set in our minds. there are no promises, no certainties. yet we live and try as if there are no other possibilities. it is agonizing to think that all of our efforts could possibly amount to nothing. i guess it's hope and overwhelming desire that keeps us going in this direction. we can't see what awaits us but we don't know any other way to go. we have these dreams, these plans --and we want this so bad. i know nothing is for sure but i can't imagine it being any other way. we've been through too much for all of this to just disappear. i keep thinking that if i want it bad enough i'll get it. and i do, i want it so much.
wait two months, and then what?
to do list:
call storage.
call bianca for address.
mail out rent $$.
aug 28 - shot.
change tricare to UW med.
call jenelle about job.
find a bed.
schedule eye exam after 9/9.
get new contacts.
sign up for kickboxing.
volunteer at the zoo.
i'll be back september 10th. i have loads of shit to move into the apartment. anyone wanna help? preferably someone with a truck *coughericcoughnickcough*. i'm 40% excited and 60% scared/worried. i really need to get shit together this year. school, job, working out. i'm getting a gut! i can either cut back on eating or start exercising. since eating is not compromisable (i love food way too much) i must resort to physical activity. i'm looking forward to new things and big changes though. i miss seattle. i feel like seattle and i didn't get to know each other as well as i had hoped, so this year i'm going to change that. i'm going to actually live there, not just live there. if you know what i mean. i figure if i keep myself busy the days will go by faster.
we've been living our lives towards a future only set in our minds. there are no promises, no certainties. yet we live and try as if there are no other possibilities. it is agonizing to think that all of our efforts could possibly amount to nothing. i guess it's hope and overwhelming desire that keeps us going in this direction. we can't see what awaits us but we don't know any other way to go. we have these dreams, these plans --and we want this so bad. i know nothing is for sure but i can't imagine it being any other way. we've been through too much for all of this to just disappear. i keep thinking that if i want it bad enough i'll get it. and i do, i want it so much.
wait two months, and then what?