One more time without feeling

[maddjakkthevile]

Hello out there all you gods and goddesses in LJ Land. Been a long time since i posted anything, live is bustling by to quickly to use the internet. Just posting this lovly morn from an iu dorm room. waiting for a friend to get out of the shower so we can get breakfast.

Sincronicity is a strange thing. Many aspects of my live are comming full circle. this is a good thing, it means that i have oppertunities to make different decisions that i did in simmilar oppertunities before. Thus i learn something different from the experiance.

So i hate my job. its dead end rut and its going to change.
so i drink like a fish. pickled livers will benifit future scientists.
so ive done a few more drugs. gotta keep truckin.

There is a point to this ramble.
Im a starving artist, hanging out with creative, crazy new people.
I started attending a spiritualist church.
Ive fallen in and out of love, life, and liberty.
I see the mistakes of humanity.
I make them everyday, and still thrive

But oh, yes, a point, im comming to that.

I love my life. Fucked up though it may be. I cant stay down.

Compassion, and lots of drugs are natures way of keeping us sane