i won't hesitate no more, no more.
"keep on walking.
keep on talking.
keep on pretending its alright.
and soon, you won't tell the difference from real and faking it."
Isn't that what we're all doing anyway?
Faking the smiles until something actually makes us smile?
Pity.
I've spend my sick days in my room doing homework, I'm now ahead in classes but that won't last long im sure.
I've read the entire packet of CX notes that Jayme wrote and left for us to use. I still don't know what the hell I'm doing but hey, I learned something.
Jayme, you didn't doodle as much as I wished you would have. :( it was all important stuff! Although your doodle of Mr. Status Quo was quite entertaining. And the handwriting was legible, for that I thank you.
Music has been playing non-stop. We'll when I'm not watching E! anyway.
I took a walk today.
I went to feed the near by horses apples and groom them.
There is a new horse there, she's black with a white spot on her back and a diamond on her neck. She's way to cute. I gave her more than the others, but shh.
I got back to my house and I had a package.
A friend over night mailed me flowers.
He lives out of state and sent me a sunflower, white rose, and a lily. The three flowers that tie for my favorite. Unfortunatly, I feel that this extravagance was wasted on me.
I get to go back to school tomorrow.