never what i want

May 10, 2002 18:42

i dont know why i'm always in a bad mood on here but damn, i feel kinda shitty. guess that means i need a meeting. so anyways i've pretty much decided that i have a separate mind that dictates my body cuz my body never ever ever does what my mind tells it to do. i've been going through a lot of changes lately...for the better though...so thats good. still have my bad moments though so we'll see about changing that.
saturday is shawna's birthday and i dont know if i'll be able to see her. i'd like to, but i know she'll wanna drink. i got paid yesterday so thats definately good. paid a couple bills and stuff. i needed the money bad...
anyways i dont really wanna talk about my mundane life so i'll get off here but think of me and keep me in your prayers.

ken i love ya! promise i'll work on a little word art for ya and i'll post it next time, word? lol miss ya,...you know i'm unreliable as fuck!

ladada
i dont know. i think i'm going to go lay on my roof, soak up the sun, and obsess about jumping off.
see you guys around

e
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