I'll swim backwards
hey, long time no updation. Well i'm home for the third weekend in a row now, but i guess its alrigth cause everytime i come home, something gets fixed with my teeth. Last night I had two root canals in the teeth that had trauma from the accident. its been three weeks since i fell. My teeth are still cemented together but now you can see cracks in my front two teeth from hitting them so hard. For the root canal, I had my mouth open for and hour and 45 min. It sucked so bad, even with lots of novocaine. Behind he teeth are so ugly patches and i hate to open my mouth anymore. So mad cause my teeth are so fucked up and they hurt and i still cant bite into anything. but the bright side is i didnt lose them and now i weigh 100 pounds from basically being a vegetarian.
and to top it off, i dont know how long im going to continue seeing jack. he makes me feel like shit when he calls drunk at 3 in the morning and tells me that "his type" of girls that are tall, gorgeous and hot, with big boobs and long brown hair are hanging all over him. and i know hes not just full of shit. he tells me hes only flirting to get girls for his roommate, but how far do you go? I let it slide when he made out with the the hot girl at the bar, but dont worry baby, he was only drunk. bull, i didnt think i deserved to be treated like that and being frustrated and wondering if hes cheating on me all the time is not what i signed up for.
>bluck< is all i have to say.
I hope this weekend is good because friends are home, im spending the weekend with all my sisters cause my parents are away for three weeks and im getting my haircut today and its easter, time to forget about all the shit.
Love C.
and to top it off, i dont know how long im going to continue seeing jack. he makes me feel like shit when he calls drunk at 3 in the morning and tells me that "his type" of girls that are tall, gorgeous and hot, with big boobs and long brown hair are hanging all over him. and i know hes not just full of shit. he tells me hes only flirting to get girls for his roommate, but how far do you go? I let it slide when he made out with the the hot girl at the bar, but dont worry baby, he was only drunk. bull, i didnt think i deserved to be treated like that and being frustrated and wondering if hes cheating on me all the time is not what i signed up for.
>bluck< is all i have to say.
I hope this weekend is good because friends are home, im spending the weekend with all my sisters cause my parents are away for three weeks and im getting my haircut today and its easter, time to forget about all the shit.
Love C.