Dear the word "elite", fuck you!

[maddie2927]

I don't even know why I felt the need to join these stupid "elite" competition comms anyway. It's not even like I want to compete. I just thought it'd be a good way to get my stuff out there and see some other really awesome fanart, you know? And how much do I feel like 12-year-old middle school Maddie right now? so much! Getting rejected sucks, yo. I mean, I definitely should have realized that by only having ever posted 5 icons ever, these super special elite communities wouldn't be able to tell if I was elite and awesome enough for their elite and awesome group. I really get that, who's to say I'm actually an icon-maker if I've only ever posted 5? Well, I've made a fucking lot more than 5, I just want to have enough so that my actual icon post isn't tiny when I do make it. Any day now, guys, annnnyyy day.

I just wanna sleep some more, then maybe pet my icons for like a half hour. "You are good enough, you are, I swear."