May 25, 2005 12:25
hmm.. last time i wrote was... last thursday.. okay.
so at cals i ran ass. eh. well i mean not too bad but i ran a 2;29something gay cause 3rd place was only a 2;27 and i definately could have ran that. they told me i came in sixth but i think it really was fifth cause they didn't tell us our place as we crossed the line.
friday- raning. practice canceled YES! fry-day over brett's house. found out that christine's dog B died =(. <3 right from school went with christine, brettwin, and gregger to brett's house. no parents home at either house and what do we do? watch movies on the computer then play poker with fake money. haha. =) fun. then we went out to acme to get food and then back to brett's dad's to fry it. ter and teddy came. <3 i haven't hung out with them in a while. i missed alexa. fryer over flowed, messed up the deck. we made really good french fries, potatoe chips, fried chicken, and fried oreos.. well actually greg made them. mmm thanks greg! then we watched white noise. wasn't that scary.. i almost fell asleep...
saturday- no one wanted to play during the day even though it was beautiful outsideee. sunny, but kinda cold. worked at night. made some much needed money. hung out with ashley. i like her <3 =D haha.
sunday- worked again at 12 but got out early at like 3 then played soccer. we tied. ehh ehh.
school makes me fall asleep. english research paper- mostly done. yay. just needs to be edited over the weekend. then i have to work on cervi research paper.. after that school's basically over.
today starts Jersey Shore week. its boring me.. but tomorrow is the cardboard boat regatta. yay. we're gonna win.. but greg just told me him and brett are leaving me to make the paddle on my own cause they're going surfing.. chrsitine's going out to dinner. WTF! all by myself?! i'm gonna screw it upppp. daayum.
hmm the entire dan situation.. i told him that it would be better to stay apart for a while, and that things cant go back to the way they were before even though we both want them to. i told him that things between us can't be the same as they used to be and that would only make both of us upset. i sent him that text this morning and he never texted me back so i dont know what he thinks about that decision.. but thats the way i think it has to be right now. idk.. hopefully thats the right decision..