one more kiss could be the best thing- but one more lie could be the worst
i still don't know whats going on and everyon keeps asking me, and i dont know what to tell them. i still like dan, and i don't want to break up with him, but i feel like i should. but i don't want to.. but everyone obviously wants me to since i saw the responses from my last entry. last night dan sent me this big message over aim and he said i should just leave him. he said he'd do anything to get me back, but no one wants us together and i'm unhappy. i dont know. i just dont know. i'm so confuseddd. why can't someone else make every decision in my life for me.
christine went to urgent care cause her eyes were so puffy from allergies after our meet.
boys won overall.
lisa jones is just awesome.
i ran a 2;26.8 in the 800 and came in 4th. i didnt medal =( my best was a 2;26.5 so i ran pretty well. christine did good too and broke 30. yay.
its friday the 13th. oh jebus. i hope today is better then everything else has been.
brettwin sent me a text this morning that said boo happy 13th look for me in black cat boooo! lol random. thanks for making me smile.
Last Person Who...
Slept in your bed: me
Saw you cry: my mom probably.
Made you cry: dan
You shared a drink with: christine probably
You went to the movies with: dan, christine, brettwin, ter, lex, teddy, josh
You went to the mall with: my mom looking for prom jewelry.
Have You Ever...
Said "I Love You" and meant it: ...no
Gotten in a fight with your pet: i fight with george all the time =) <3
Been to California: for a layover in LA
Been to Mexico: nope
Been to China: nope
Been to Canada: noope
Been to Europe: i went to germany a few summers ago
Danced naked: haha nah
Wish you were the opposite sex: sometimes
Had an imaginary friend: i dont think so
Right Now...
Do you have a crush on someone: eh.
What book are you reading now: "Once A Runner"
Worst feeling in the world: lonliness
Future daughter's name: hmm i dont know
Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: yep my big finding nemo
What's under your bed: photo albums, pictures, magazines, random papers
Favorite sport to watch: football to watch, soccer to play
Location: in the computer lab in german class
Piercings/Tattoos: ears
Extra Stuff
Do you drink: only once. no
What are you most scared of: failure, being entirely alone
Where do you want to get married: outside
Who do you really hate: no one
Do you drive: nope in like 3 weeks
Do you have a job: sweetwater casino
Do you like being around people: of course i'm a people person
Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with: everyone has
Have you ever cried: yeah
Are you lonely right now: yep
Song that's stuck in your head a lot: some german song cause we're listening to music
Have you ever:
Been in love: no
Played strip poker: yep
Gotten beaten up: nope
Pulled an all nighter: i'm sure i have.
Been on radio/tv: radio for random things.
Been in a mosh-pit: nope
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends: i'm not really close to anyone
In the last 24 Hours have you...
Cried: yeah
Bought something: a county champion shirt
Gotten sick: i almost threw up yesterday after my 800.
Sang: on the busride with christine =) lol
Been kissed: no =(
Had sex: nope
Felt stupid: most likely lol i feel stupid a lot
Talked to an ex: --
Missed someone: yeah
Hugged someone: teddy's hugs <3