Jun 02, 2005 02:01
Well i just came to the realization that we are graduating in less then 48 hours. and high school will be over. that may mean two differnt things, one. that everything we knew for our whole lives is coming to an end in a short time. or two. that finally we have became acceptable to certain people. well your right HIGH SCHOOL
is over but that just made me realize that i really dont care, im not
going to change just because i am out of highschool, and not even you
are important enough to do that for. you can judge us all you want but
its just because your scared of what people may think. one day is not going to make a differnce in who we are.
today we had comencment practice, then we drove around randomly and did
nothing. i had to work at 5:30 and close. it wasnt too bad because hana
and brandy came in and stayed there till i was off. we drove around and
then i went to eat n park for a lil to visit rachel. we left went to
see jessica then drove around again. after *working
we went to eat n park and sat there with rachel jackie ted and lyle.
now me and alicia are sitting in my living room and brandy is upstairs
sleeping. loser.
tomorrow i have to work but we dont have school. on friday we have graduation and we have to be there at 630. im gonna cry.
because even tho i hated going i will miss it. im scared to go to
college because of also leaving my friends. me and alicia will be
together and brandy will still come up and visit alot haha. but who
knows where rachel or allisha will be. hana is going to colorado and
wont be the same when she comes back. were all not going to be the mcar crew anymore. :( ... even tho we dont hang out with rachel shes still in the group. and allisha i love you too!*
me and alicia are just sitting here and its very intense trying to type
all of this because i read it in my head before hand and then go ahead
of what me hands are typing and what i am thinking.
well thats all i really have to say!
class of 2005!!!!
<3 maddi!~