crumble, invasion, fear, choice, sacrifice, doubt, relief, atonement
yes I suppose I should say something on here. I am once again leaving AZ. Moving out. To expensive to stay, cheaper for guardian if I break lease now than to stay till end of lease. So I will be gone sometime around the end of the month. Besides, I am not doing anything productive here, so theoretically, anything I do besides sit here on my ass will be more functional for everybody.
Will stop bye Colorado, Iowa and Wisconsin each for an undetermined amount of time and not necessarily in that order. My Grampa is sick and in the hospital again. His body can't keep his sodium levels up. It's hard to know how long he's got left. If he does get out of the hospital he will need someone to help him around the farm, and since I am the only one in the family that's not tied down to anything right now, I am the most likely able to help.
Everything's up in the air right now. Don't know what to do or where to go. Confused with my life, what it means. So much in my head, it makes my mind feel numb. All I know for certain is that I cannot stay here in this box any longer. I am not worried though, I know I'll be alright. Every thing will work out just as it needs to, just as it always has, with a little help from...
certain quotes come to mind... you should all know what movie they're from.
DAD
YOU'RE SCARING
ME
WITH ENVIOUS EYES THEY
WATCHED
AND SLOWLY
DREW THEIR PLANS
AGAINST US
Will stop bye Colorado, Iowa and Wisconsin each for an undetermined amount of time and not necessarily in that order. My Grampa is sick and in the hospital again. His body can't keep his sodium levels up. It's hard to know how long he's got left. If he does get out of the hospital he will need someone to help him around the farm, and since I am the only one in the family that's not tied down to anything right now, I am the most likely able to help.
Everything's up in the air right now. Don't know what to do or where to go. Confused with my life, what it means. So much in my head, it makes my mind feel numb. All I know for certain is that I cannot stay here in this box any longer. I am not worried though, I know I'll be alright. Every thing will work out just as it needs to, just as it always has, with a little help from...
certain quotes come to mind... you should all know what movie they're from.
DAD
YOU'RE SCARING
ME
WITH ENVIOUS EYES THEY
WATCHED
AND SLOWLY
DREW THEIR PLANS
AGAINST US