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Sometimes in life we are blessed with many things. Sometimes however in the blink of an eye, all those wonderful things can get shook up, and suddenly your left feeling scared and confused. I guess that is what has happened to me.
When I first came back I really had came back for one thing and one thing only. To try and make peace with my family. At first things went well, and I thought maybe this time things would be different. But slowly things started getting bad for everyone, and I was left wondering as what to do.
I have learned alot of things in my life. A few lessons were learned the hard way. I have tried to make good with everyone. Tried my best. Well now I am tired of trying so damn hard. Seems like the people you love the most are the ones that hurt you the most. Thats how it has always been and probaly how it always will be.
It has been said that I discard the things that I "love" always and never fight for what I love. That is not me. I dont know where people get these ideas and as of now I do not care. I am tired of getting stepped on and tired of being hurt. If you dont like me that is fine. I cant make you like me, and wont waste my time trying.
I know your are all probaly reading this and thinking wtf? Well its ok. No one needs to know what this is about...
When I first came back I really had came back for one thing and one thing only. To try and make peace with my family. At first things went well, and I thought maybe this time things would be different. But slowly things started getting bad for everyone, and I was left wondering as what to do.
I have learned alot of things in my life. A few lessons were learned the hard way. I have tried to make good with everyone. Tried my best. Well now I am tired of trying so damn hard. Seems like the people you love the most are the ones that hurt you the most. Thats how it has always been and probaly how it always will be.
It has been said that I discard the things that I "love" always and never fight for what I love. That is not me. I dont know where people get these ideas and as of now I do not care. I am tired of getting stepped on and tired of being hurt. If you dont like me that is fine. I cant make you like me, and wont waste my time trying.
I know your are all probaly reading this and thinking wtf? Well its ok. No one needs to know what this is about...