shituuuuuh
well today has been awsome for some reason i am very happy.i'm at school right now and when i get home i need to fuking SLEEP alot i didn't sleep at all last night .adriane is here watching me and she thinks i'm "depressed" i have no idea why but w/e shes wierd as hell thats why were friends lol .theres this girl yolanda who wont shut the hell up and i swear the best thing in the world would be if someone just knocked her the fuck out right now lol.well anyways i'm a little worried bacause i have to go to the doctors on wednesday because i had an anxiety attack(i just founf out i don't know how to spell attack:/ i might have even spelt it right....)well anyways i talk to my doctor already and she said that she going to teach me techniques to help me like breathing in a bag ,and covering myself,and other stuff.who the fuck needs to learn how to breath in a bag?what the hell my moms going to pay for some lady who thinks she knows what shes talking about to tell me how to put a damn bag over my face and breath.lol sorry i don't like doctors to much.whatever she also told me to cover myself....what the hell man my frikin aunt who lives in orlando could tell me that lol.i guess i should be taking this more seriouse but its stupid .i get stressed easily and i shouldn't and i don't express my "emotions" enough or so people tell me .i guess its true i don't cry ,i don't express myself as much as i should and i just need to learn to open up more and cry when i need to cry and just say thing how they are.well have to go. comment if you want.