Mar 07, 2005 20:25
i can't take shit anymore.i don't do shit to hurt anyone but for some reason i get hurt all the time.people fuk me over and i don't know how to deal anymore.i feel like i'm doing something to deserve it .fuk man i let people walk all over me as if i'm nuthing and i can't stand being hurt anymore.i understand that the things you go through in life and situations you are put in are supposed to make you into a better person but dammit i can't handle it anymore.i always keep a positive attitude and i can't anymore i just can't .i can't stand to watch the people i love hurting themselves ,i can't stand not being able to make things wright ,i can't do it anymore .i'm so sick of it.another thing is that i tell people the truth and it turns on me as if i'm the one who did something and i'm the one whos not telling it how it really happened .wtf?why try and be honest and why be so damn forgiving to people who are gunna fuk u over in the end?i can't stand people that pretend to be my friend and then they screw me over because someone found out how THEY fucked up.damn i don't understand how someone could do that.i could never find it in me to do that to anyone.