Aug 21, 2006 21:51
Whats wrong with me all I want to do is cry. I'm trying to get use to Jon being at school with me and I'm trying to give him his space and I know how hard it is to meet new people but I just want to be with him. I'm scared of losing him. I don't want to be a demanding girlfriend but its hard not to be and to feel like I don't matter to him. I want him to be happy and have fun and make friends but he's the most important thing to me and without him nothing is worth it. I'm trying to be stronge for the both of us. I want him forever. I love him so very much.