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why do i feel nothing at the moment, i just got back from iceskating and hanging out with great friends for the past day and a half. then why the heck do i feel like such worthless crap?? walking home, i went a heck of a lot slower than i usually do, and i felt so waited down. so many time on the walk i just felt like stopping and just standing in that one spot for hours and not moving, and at one point or another i just felt like preping myself against a wall and doing nothing. i don't like this, an there is no one here that will help me, joe won't care and fry will call me gay, and there are no one else really in the building at the moment. i just want peace and quiet and i can't get that here, i need someone to cuddle with, and there is no one, i need to HAVE SILENCE and no one will shut up.... i'm done