May 11, 2003 01:31
I just rediscovered I have a livejournal. :-P Well no, not really, but I decided that since I enjoy reading peoples' livejournals so much I should contribute right back. Today I got almost nothing productive done; I've been lonely since yesterday, an effect of my 3 roommates having their respective 3 girlfriends over, not to mention one of them noticing aloud, "Hey, Kevin's girlfriend is the only one who isn't here!". Right. I know guys. Thanks a load.
The result being every time I think of getting something productive done, I realize that the game I'm playing or watching or whatever is a much better distractor and if I were to actually do work I'd probably get even more depressed. *sigh*
Looks like I'm following in a trend I observed when looking back through my journal of writing when I'm depressed and not when I'm happy; I had a total of 1 moderately happy entry, a couple neutral entries, and a lot of depressed ones. Luckily I think the people who read this know that this isn't (at least not this year really) an accurate distribution of my moods. Ah well.
I'm also going to go back to an old habit of mine, and start looking for quotes online. I'll copy in some that strike me, though in the mood I'm in I can't promise they'll be happy.
It is impossible to love and be wise.
-- Francis Bacon
To live is to love; all reason is against it; instinct is for it.
-- Samuel Butler
The magic of first love is our ignorance that it can ever end.
-- Benjamin Disraeli
People who throw kisses are hopelessly lazy.
-- Bob Hope
Women are made to be loved, not understood.
-- Oscar Wilde
Little do men perceive what solitude is, and how far it extendeth.
For a crowd is not company, and faces are but a gallery of
pictures, and talk but a tinkling cymbal, where there is no love.
-- Francis Bacon
Where you used to be, there is a hole in the world, which I find
myself constantly walking around in the daytime, and falling into
at night. I miss you like hell.
-- Edna St. Vincent Millay
All love shifts and changes. I don't know if you can be wholeheartedly in
love all the time.
-- Julie Andrews
You don't love a woman because she is beautiful, but she is beautiful because you love her.
-Anon.
Where there is great love, there are always wishes.
-Willa Cather
Immature love says: 'I love you because I need you.' Mature love says 'I need you because I love you.'
-Erich Fromm
Enemies publish themselves. They declare war. The friend never declares his love.
-Henry David Thoreau
He who is not impatient is not in love.
Italian Proverb
I love her and she loves me, and we hate each other with a wild hatred
born of love.
August Strindberg
I love you, and because I love you, I would sooner have you hate me
for telling you the truth than adore me for telling you lies.
Pietro Aretino