crying....
well...i duno what to say -- things are shitty right now and im really happy im pretty sure that no one reads this -- but just in case im not saying whats wrong - its my business anyways --
but ya, crying right now -- have been ohh since about five minutes ago -- people confuse me -- they confuse the FUCK outta me -- they say one thing to you and another to someone else -- i duno am i just being strung along right now until there is no use for me...or - i dont even know - people just make me sick SO FUCKIN SICK!! your nice to people and they just shove it right back in your face -- you try and give the world to someone and they throw you away for someone else --
it's like one minute -- im great and the next im hearing all this shit -- fuck it - who fuckin cares anymore -- im tired of giving and giving and people just throwing me away -- i am tho gonna say i do understand people's feelings -- and if whatever -- then whatever --
and ya people can think whatever they want this is -- hopefully no one will end up reading it - but thats okay cause thats their fuckin deal --
i cant believe im so angry and upset right now -- what the FUCK!!!!!!!!!! did i do to deserve this -- who fuckin knows...
ya there are like only a couple people that i am okay talking to -- if someone calls and i asnwer the phone consider yourself one of them -- but this is stayin with me -- im not opening up bout this -- fuck it -- like i said who cares -- im just gonna end up gettin hurt again anyways --
but ya, crying right now -- have been ohh since about five minutes ago -- people confuse me -- they confuse the FUCK outta me -- they say one thing to you and another to someone else -- i duno am i just being strung along right now until there is no use for me...or - i dont even know - people just make me sick SO FUCKIN SICK!! your nice to people and they just shove it right back in your face -- you try and give the world to someone and they throw you away for someone else --
it's like one minute -- im great and the next im hearing all this shit -- fuck it - who fuckin cares anymore -- im tired of giving and giving and people just throwing me away -- i am tho gonna say i do understand people's feelings -- and if whatever -- then whatever --
and ya people can think whatever they want this is -- hopefully no one will end up reading it - but thats okay cause thats their fuckin deal --
i cant believe im so angry and upset right now -- what the FUCK!!!!!!!!!! did i do to deserve this -- who fuckin knows...
ya there are like only a couple people that i am okay talking to -- if someone calls and i asnwer the phone consider yourself one of them -- but this is stayin with me -- im not opening up bout this -- fuck it -- like i said who cares -- im just gonna end up gettin hurt again anyways --