realitity i hate you :P
well i already know that my future children are going to hate me.im a workaholic...too busy for anything and anyone.its sad really.i miss my dad alot and my family.im a horrible swim captain.i try so hard but its not good enough for them and you know i understand...it hurts but the truth does that so you know whatever i'll toughen up.
right so today was weird,i miss raff....but you know he did what he did and yea i miss him alot .he was such a great teacher and he was really helping me change myself for the better...but yet he had his own problems.i cant help but feel so bad for him.
today i was picturing myself with nick in upstate new york...and i was showing him around..but then i realized that will never happen unfortunately maybe..i really want him to see it.its beautiful! one day one day
well i feel better and im sorry if i sound emo..im definetly not so no one worry!!!!!! lol not that anyone would ok im out i have homework crapola! :)
right so today was weird,i miss raff....but you know he did what he did and yea i miss him alot .he was such a great teacher and he was really helping me change myself for the better...but yet he had his own problems.i cant help but feel so bad for him.
today i was picturing myself with nick in upstate new york...and i was showing him around..but then i realized that will never happen unfortunately maybe..i really want him to see it.its beautiful! one day one day
well i feel better and im sorry if i sound emo..im definetly not so no one worry!!!!!! lol not that anyone would ok im out i have homework crapola! :)