Jun 01, 2004 00:48
Well, I haven't written in soooooo long, like FOREVER. SO here we go lets brush up on what's been down w/ me. I got a tattoo a couple of weeks ago. It's in my lower stomach and its a bubbly star, purple that fades into pink. Gino and I don't talk anymore. Last week we were supposed to go to the movies, and first we were going then we wenrt, then we were, and then we still were then we just didnt go. he had band practice but he was going to be late but then when it came down to it i just dont know what the crap happend but he said he would email me or call me on when and where his shows were going to be at and he never did. Julianne and I went to see Sherk 2 that night, hehee it was funny!! Total adult movie. Anyway I haven't tried to contact Gino, its his loss. Anyway on Sat. I think the 22nd. Gaby called Matt he asked if I hated him she said no she gave him my number. We text each other on Sunday and he called me. On Monday I was a fatty nug and ate w/ Crystal. Cheetos and cheese and fries and frosty. Mmm, Anyway on Tuesday I hung out w/ Matt. I had a great time. We went to chilies for a lil bit then mulligans then to whataburger. I got to ride on his bike, that was cool. we talked about the fun times we had when we dated last summer. OH, when we were at mulligans i said something apparently i made a face and what i said was funny and he told me that's one thing he misses about me is the fact i could make him laugh and yadi yadi yah. wed i text Matt asking if he wanted to chill, he didn't reply so i did something but i don't remember what i did. on Thursday i went to ausitunas (or however u spell it) with my coo prima val, my cousin dave, and his friend, that was fun. Dave tried to beat up on the guys but he was just being over protected. i met this guy Jamie that night who bought me a red strip, mm mmm red strip ITS JAMAICAN MAN. Jamie is friends w/ the guys, i just don't know which one. on Friday i went to church after work and then after church went and had margaritas w/ my co workers, that was fun Then us girlies went to a party at Andy's casita where val and gaby got buzzed pretty hard core. I took val to my house. I called Matt but he was drunk too and wrote me this text message where it was like wheel of fortune and I had to guess the phrase. Anyway on sat. went to juarez to get my contacts i was supposed to go w/ gaby but that didnt happen so crystal went w/ me but when we got there and parked i realized i left my money on my dresser, so we came back and i dropped her off. my second visit to juarez chaun came w/ me. we got my contacts, ate like nugs, and shopped, had ice cream and went to the porn store where i bought my horsey whip. that black whip the jockeys use to hit the horseys. after that i went to my mom's bf's granddaughter's dance recital. it was two hours long!! then i went w/ my mom and her bf to village inn to eat which it took forever to get our food. so i didn't even have time to drive back to the west side to go to jayvier's brothers graduation party. anyway i went home and gaby called and invited me to this party in the lower valley. i went, it was a block away from Ginos house. Awww memories. Anyway, Matt called and invited me to shoot pool. Of course I said yes, so Nicole and I went to Clicks on Airway(s) <<< the S is for u Jayvier. Matt's friend Rick was drunk off his ass and was all hitting on Nicole. But she was champ taking one home for the team. Matt and I talked and I had a good time hanging out w/ him. He also apologized for Friday night and how he was all drunk and couldn't help me. Anyway, towards the end of the night i told Matt, say something, he said i did say something and i said say some more of somethings. he said, miss Liz you look beautiful tonight. i totally melted and said, thanks. then he said, i didn't know what else to say, then i said, WHAT?? u just said that? he said no no u do look beautiful tonight. then he said maybe u and Nicole should go now cus by this time Rick was all up on Nicole trying to eat her or something. so i kicked his hand to let go of Nicole and Nicole and i went to the west side. where i took one home for the team, well kind of. i had to put up w/ Adrian's singing that A Perfect Circle song that reminds me of Gino and i asked him not to sing it. But I kept Nicole company and that's what matters. Sunday, i went to Cynthia's graduation and ate at jayviers. that night i saw Matt driving passed me on vista del sol on his bike. on Monday i went to the Matt to buy crystal's bday gift and i went to Crystal's gmas house cus they had a bbq and i text Matt saying, I'm going w/ crystal and jayvier to a bbq if u wanna go let me know. and he didn't write back. i don't know what's up w/ him not texting back. anyway, I'm going to play Matt by ear. if this is my second chance w/ him i don't want to blow it. hes awesome and hes all weird kinky like me so i feel it can work out. we shall see. only God knows and it drives me nuts on how i dont know whats going to happen next. Its like that button i bought today that said, "excuse me i believe u have my stapler" i don't know what that has to do with anything. oh well I'm sooo random. Later Days u guys. P.S. i have no clue if Matt is dating or has a gf? That question might be answered later sometime, like i said only God knows.