Hello From Kansas City, MO
Okay everyone so i know havent updated in FOREVER!! But here we go ... okay so on wed night i decided i needed a break from everyone and everything. I was getting stressed and i needed to get out of town. THings w/ work and school and gino and everything else. So i called up my cousin. Thursday night around 11:30 p.m. i had a plane ticket to Kansas City, MO. Oh yeah i'm in Missouri. SO far its been a good trip. Let me tell you its great being a minority here. I've been hit on more in a day then i do in a few months up in el paso. My cousin was working so i was standing in the airport waiting for my cousin where i bought a shot glass oh yes a shot glass w/ toto on it and a message that says this: "dear Dorothy: hate oz, took the shoes, find your own way home! -toto" haha its cute so this needs to travel w/ me to parties. anyway so while i'm standing there in the airport this guy who works there who looks like Big Pun was all how u doin ma'am, i said fine and you? (WRONG SHOUL'D BE NICE!!) and he was all good, thinking its over no, he comes back for more starts asking me questions and started talking to me and then hes all well maybe we can party this weekend and i was all uhh i dont think so i'm going to be w/ my cousin and he said well do u know your cousins number i was all no and he was all let me give you mine and i said i dont have anything to write down your number or to store it (and i'm thinking please dont let the celli ring) then he was all i'll be right back. and i'm thinking what?? he comes back and gives me his number on a napkin. and i said thanks and walked away. thats when i bought the shot glass. anyway came back and stood there and someone else came and started talking to me, he ended up being the manager of all the restaurants in the airport so i said well i was looking for a spot in Boulevard and he said dont worry walked in Boulevard got me a table and bought me a beer. It was the size of a brewtus. I was drinking Boulevard Pale Ale, a combo of kilians red and sam adams. MMmmm Mmm good. Anyway I went to go eat sushi w/ my cousin and her friend. Then took off to McCoys, i love mc coys since they make their own beer like Jacksons. I had a mix of a dark beer called brown something or other and raspberry beer. Oh and the bar tender kept calling me "short stuff" and no one here has ever heard of pretzel w/ chocolate. They have pretzels w/ cheese and mustard so we ordered a couple of pretzels, my cousins friend and I and I said can I have a side order of hot fudge and the waitress looked at me funny. Anyway after that moved on to a bar called Kelly's. Kelly's is the bar that has the pizza join joined w/ it, its great. They used to be a dollar a slice but they raised it by .25 cents. what the crap, damn inflation, jk. Anyway ... Had some good ass beer i don't know what i was drinking but it had a sweet taste and of course had a Guinness, can't go wrong there, guys think you're either gross or hard core when u can drink a Guinness jk. anyway i was kicking it w/ my cousins friend and the guy she's dating wanted me to approach this hotness but i couldnt. he wanted me to say hi i'm liz i'm from out of town, can u show me a good time? i was all uuhhh i'm not a slut!! anyway sitting down and i look up and see this really cute guy i smiled at him, he smiled back and i waved to him like a dork and just sat where he was siting. we were talking when my cousins decides were leaving and tells me to get his number, well hes from Nebraska and was here in KC to see a perfect circle. he gave his number but i was like uhh its not like i'm going to see you again. well i decided to go to his hotel so we can chill. my cousin being over protective got his name, number, hotel room and i'm pretty sure she got his social security number, jk about the ss #. anyway on our way to the radisson suites which was a tight ass hotel room he had we stopped by a bar where we called gaby hehee sorry gaby. then we went off to the hotel room, he said he got the vibe that he wanst allowed to touch me and i said thats right nothing can happen. so we went to the hotel room and started making out. these are the times i wish gino and i were official cus i wouldnt of not of talked to him from the beginning plus my cousin all night decided to remind me i was dating gino but anyway about jeff, oh yeah thats his name the guy i took off with ... we started making out and he was going to touch my "kitty" he called it my "kitty" anyway meow ... i said no and he said its the way u kiss me it turns me on and i'm a guy and i'm horny and i said i'm a girl i'm on my period (which is true) and i cant do anything. and i was thinking of gino, i miss gino and gaby, and everyone. anyway he wanted me to give him head this is when i'm thinking: please lord let me cousin call me now right now please now now, then i said i dont know where your dick has been he whips it out, its huge!! its long and wide and then i started to give him head, his dick can not even fit in my big mouth, well this was going on for a few seconds not even over 15 seconds and my cousin called, thank goodness. then i felt this guilt and i felt guilty. awww i feel so dirty and gross and not cus i gave him head but cus i like gino. no one tell him or ELSE!! but then i think what if hes doing the same thing in Hollywood, hooking up w/ some girl. i really like gino and i can't believe i did that. ahhh i'm soo stupid but its not like we have a relationship going, were just dating. i dont even know if gino still likes me after what we talked about on sat. ahhh i want gino to be my boyfriend. i'm ready for a relationship and I'm thinking if we had a relationship stuff like me meeting hot boys and letting them buy me beer wont happen. i dont know but its great cus strangers buy me drinks.