Never Thought I'd Say This...

Apr 27, 2007 00:11

I've been involved in a breakup, and for once, it wasn't my heart that was broken.

I just ended what was the closest thing I had to a relationship. We'd hung out and even fooled around a few times, but we were never officially dating. Even though, at one point, I'd wondered if we were. After that point, when I was told he wasn't feeling me like that, my feelings started to change. I guess both on ours did without me realizing it.

The truth is, I was the one not in love this time. And I just broke someone's heart.

I didn't want to live with a facade anymore. I had to tell him the truth about how I felt, but I didn't expect him to start falling for me.

I don't feel sad, just strange. Usually, I'm the one that has to pick up the pieces, but I'm on the other side of an unrequited love.

But maybe this is proof that I'm just not ready for a relationship with anyone...

The leaves were down
Long before the autumn winds arrived

The leaves were down
Long before the autumn winds arrived

Why couldn’t you hear me
All the times I told you that love was gone
No you never heard me
Cos I know there was too much on your mind

Runnin around in a circle, tryin to catch up to myself
Runnin out of time
Losin’ myself in the darkness, every time I played my hand
I was loosin every time

I knew I’d given all that I could give
That is why it had to end this way, (This way)

The leaves were down
Long before the autumn winds arrived

The leaves were down
Long before the autumn winds arrived

I know that I hurt you
At a time you needed me there
Yes you did, yes I know
But my heart had been broken
And my mind was no longer there
I had to go, yes I did

Runnin’ around in a circle, tryin’ to catch up to myself
Runnin’ out of time
Losin’ myself in the darkness, every time I played my hand
I was loosin’ every time

I knew I’d given all that I could give
That is why it had to end this way, (This way)

The leaves were down
Long before the autumn winds arrived
The leaves were down
Before the summer sun had gone
Long before the autumn winds arrived
I’m sorry that it had to be this way
Love was gone...
Next post
Up