you just dont go there. and lists. and lists.

Oct 09, 2008 04:16

sleepless again.
this time i blame it on external reasons:
1.too much of daph's magic slimming wulong tea
2.too much hentai
yes ive been watching hentai for 2 days straight, which also caused me to oversleep and miss the one and only tutorial i go to every week.
it is very brain melting and actually really all the same with the "raping" and the sequence of events, which i shall list out for the benefit of hentai virgins.

1)sex craved (usually repellent) man hunts girl
2)sex craved (usually repellent) man gets girl
3)girl resists, cries
4)man lifts that oh so tiny skirt that seriously makes you think she's just asking for it
5)man fingers girl through panties
6)panties get soaked
7)man fondles the never-fail-to-be large and perfect boobs
8)girl moans and cries very dramatically (erm, its just touch boobs leh)
9)man finally penetrates girl
10)girl cries and says no
11)girl starts to enjoy it
12)man comes, and explodes the biggest load i have ever seen

end

seriously, its all the same. nonetheless, im hooked. i cannot explain it

but anyway to the real point of this post.
to start off, a list of places you just dont go to
1)the beach during a hurricane
2)school on a holiday
3)mambo if you have half a brain and some taste
4)your friend's ex.

your friend's ex. seriously. you. just. dont. go. there. you just dont. its just some cosmic rule of the universe or something. and once broken, very hard to go back to normal. its just wrong, theres no way i can explain it to justify the wrongness of it. and now im left with the yucky aftertaste of betrayal and sneakiness. and what upsets me the most is how i feel i cant trust my gfs anymore, how i feel like i suddenly dont know them anymore. i mean i trusted them to understand me the most, and if they really did they sure would know this is wrong, certainly they would now i would not feel right about this. and i wasnt given a chance to say i didnt like it without sounding like a bad person. it wasnt like "are you sure its okay if its not okay we wont go" as much as it was a "just so you know" situation. i dont know if im overeacting but this is how i feel and there is no other way around it.

okay enough bitching and moaning as i have lab tomorrow morning goodnight.
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