damn.
he has a girlfriend. HE HAS A FREAKIN GIRLFRIEND! and yet, he still likes me. he said that "if cheating was okay," he'd go out with me. dammit. i was more upset last night; i should've written then. so now spring break if over, and i'm sitting in the common room, bored as hell. i did half my math homework...work ethnic, hurray! english after this, then reading, lunch, gym, history (going out. yay!), and then general meeting. then hebrew tutor, which i did NOT do my homework for. i'll have to figure out something. i mean, i only had two very busy days to do it! damn, i wish he didn't have a girlfriend...it won't last forever, i guess. plus, i've decided i can't write well. my songs make too much sense to go to the kind of music i would want them to. like, alternative stuff. i feel like shit. i should probably go get an advil...i'm not going to get over rob; i haven't ACTUALLY liked someone since last year. (two last year...wonder if you can guess who.) that's probably why i feel so crappy. plus, i'm kinda tired...i need to give patrick his present. i michelle's wearing the shirt i got her, yay! but, i forgot hailey's surprise...i'll bring it tomorrow. if she doesn't bring it up, i'll get off easy and be happy. i feel kind of bad about not getting something for sam, but not much; i wasn't really friends with him when i went present shopping, and he's still an asshole to me sometimes. methinks i'm going to sleep early tonight. it was so cool, i had such an easy time getting up this morning. ms. murphy has this weird book on her desk: it's called "al capone does my shirts," and it's about this girl whose dad works at alcatraz, so she lives there. sounds weird. and kind of boring. i went to the library and picked up this book about this little boy getting murdered, and then twelve years later, his sister tries to find out who his murderer is. i mean, isn't it a little late for that? they could be dead. rob said he considered cheating on/breaking up with her for me...i'm glad he didn't, though. it wouldn't be the best if he broke up with his girlfriend every time another girl came along. while it would be good for me this time, if it can happen once, it can happen agian. ryan's being annoying and keeps coming and looking over his shoulder. i think i'll kill him in his sleep. i'm so freakin' bored...of course, the day i come back, it has to be one of my worst days. at least i don't have chorus. yich.