Jul 07, 2006 02:41
i've been shady, really really really shady this summer.
i haven't hung out with anyone really.
i've had a lot of alone time.
it's been time to reflect...on where i've been, where i'm going, and what i want to do with my life.
i'm sorry to all my friends who i have hurt, upset, and/or angered.
i have no excuse for my selfishness, it doesn't make me feel good to know that i can't keep my word, that i make promises i can't keep, that i can't remember the simple things...the list goes on.
i'm in my own tiny world right now. and i'm sorry i haven't let anyone in.
and i don't know how. i wish it were easier to let people know what i think.
but i've never been the best at communicating
i take the easy way out. i hide.