the ins and outs of getting cold
so it's the holiday season in the retail world, hooray! we smell even more like candy!
but now with jabriel's employment i have a series of plans to keep the horrible winter/retail/new city blues from bringing me down.
1. a land line- so i can have conversations on the phone without having to press against the window for reception
2. the internet- so all these people don't have to hear me type
3. ballet class- the laurelhurst center has a couple classes and i think i'll be able to find one at my level, i just can't go much longer without it
4. volunteering- doing work with REACH right now, but i need to get out there more. i'm sick of feeling useless
5. more friends- getting there, slowly but surely. and i won't have highschool-type exclusion make me feel like a bad person to hang out with. people like me. i am likeable.
6. MORE CLOTHES- OMG I HAVE NOT GONE SHOPPING IN SO LONG HOLY CRAP I NEED MORE CLOTHING
also not being so worried about rent and food all the time will make it easier to concentrate on the little things, like keeping the house clean and finishing all that knitting for christmas.
ah, christmas. talk about enjoying the little things. my decorations are up, the lights are hung, a christmas tree is coming my way. the music, the food, the colors. this kind of nostalgia is what i live for.
grumble grumble. whatever, i like hanging out on my one on wednesday nights.
where the frack is my beer?
but now with jabriel's employment i have a series of plans to keep the horrible winter/retail/new city blues from bringing me down.
1. a land line- so i can have conversations on the phone without having to press against the window for reception
2. the internet- so all these people don't have to hear me type
3. ballet class- the laurelhurst center has a couple classes and i think i'll be able to find one at my level, i just can't go much longer without it
4. volunteering- doing work with REACH right now, but i need to get out there more. i'm sick of feeling useless
5. more friends- getting there, slowly but surely. and i won't have highschool-type exclusion make me feel like a bad person to hang out with. people like me. i am likeable.
6. MORE CLOTHES- OMG I HAVE NOT GONE SHOPPING IN SO LONG HOLY CRAP I NEED MORE CLOTHING
also not being so worried about rent and food all the time will make it easier to concentrate on the little things, like keeping the house clean and finishing all that knitting for christmas.
ah, christmas. talk about enjoying the little things. my decorations are up, the lights are hung, a christmas tree is coming my way. the music, the food, the colors. this kind of nostalgia is what i live for.
grumble grumble. whatever, i like hanging out on my one on wednesday nights.
where the frack is my beer?