cigarettes really make me mad

[madamnmobelle]

--they're like the most dysfunctional relationshp i could ever imagine having.
they make me feel sick. and i want one again. and again. times a thousand.
i am hopelessly dedicated to them. they drain me of all my non-existant income. and of my energy.
--wut if i had to run? fuck: wut if i just wanted to run, just to run?
they go wherever i go.and as much as i dislike them, that's how possesd i am by them.
i put them upto my lips over and over; i hold them while i sleep in a drunken stupor..
one day i'm gonna leave cigarette behind. i will love something more than i love cigarette.
and it will be a real love. nunna this obsession shit. nunna this dependance. nunna this addiction shite..
nunna this "--but i NEED you" shite..

if i am like a cigarette to anyone, i suggest they quit me.

i can't help you, like cigarettes can't help me to quit them.
you just gotta get me away from you.

i want a cigarette. i want tru Love. i want a lot. i stand in the way of alot of it coming to me.
and the rest i cling to: the stuff i shouldn't want tho it's obviously not wut i need.
you know wut i mean?
thassreally all i have to say.
that, and,
life is cake.