She'll just remember she felt something...
*Please don't leave me in the trivial*
Wow, long time since I've updated. Mainly cause all you people with amazing, insightful journals just scare me with your philosophical moments of self reflection. I am jealous. I live a life of quiet desperation. Ha, gotta love your desperate housewives.
But I have realized that while i really have very little to say, this livejournal serves as an amazing stress relief mechanism.
Purple days are quickly becoming my favorite days. They are filled with classes where I do nothing but talk to my friends and have fun. Besides the teachers who occasionally make us actually work.
But coming back from Kairos was interesting. It was so different the second time around. The first time there was such a sense of community, of people who, though they denied actually liking it later, were okay with being in a group with people they had never talked to before. This one had such a different sense of bonding, it was almost surreal. But it was still pretty amazing, the things that i see everyday.
But it really does make you reevaluate your life and your choices. And i am now incredibly glad that i made some of the decisions i made in the past. i have far less regrets than i did before. but i feel like sometimes i'm making the same bad decisions over again, and my life is overcome with a sense of futility.
But on the whole, i'm moving forward.
Wow, long time since I've updated. Mainly cause all you people with amazing, insightful journals just scare me with your philosophical moments of self reflection. I am jealous. I live a life of quiet desperation. Ha, gotta love your desperate housewives.
But I have realized that while i really have very little to say, this livejournal serves as an amazing stress relief mechanism.
Purple days are quickly becoming my favorite days. They are filled with classes where I do nothing but talk to my friends and have fun. Besides the teachers who occasionally make us actually work.
But coming back from Kairos was interesting. It was so different the second time around. The first time there was such a sense of community, of people who, though they denied actually liking it later, were okay with being in a group with people they had never talked to before. This one had such a different sense of bonding, it was almost surreal. But it was still pretty amazing, the things that i see everyday.
But it really does make you reevaluate your life and your choices. And i am now incredibly glad that i made some of the decisions i made in the past. i have far less regrets than i did before. but i feel like sometimes i'm making the same bad decisions over again, and my life is overcome with a sense of futility.
But on the whole, i'm moving forward.